Im back...in 2 weeks thing's hav changed and things hav happend

Jason's Back in da house!!!

Warh....

it hav been 2 weeks since my accident,

after my accident there's still so many things witch have happened,

1st,

my mom get crazy for almost 3 times for 2 weeks,

2nd,

i suddenly go some kind of infection from my football my eyes are swollen my skin is very dry,

Warh pain arh,

den finally,

i lost my friends,

why?

maybe because of my attitude,

they hate me for so long d,

but they keep on holding it inside,

thx guys for being my friends for so long,

i reali enjoyed and regretted being friends with u guys,

the thing i enjoyed is u guys keep on accompany when im down,

den the thing i regret is that,

i taught u guys the wrong things,

and nw u guys are acting so childishly,

or juz me?

i dono what should i do?

but,

i got a solution and that,

wait,

dun worry guys,

when u guys need me i'll be there d,

so nw,

i'll juz be the same old jason chan,

the guai guai yet tambai(cute) d jason chan,

that my bibi(sweet sweet) like d,

lurp u lurh bibi,

muakz!!! XOXO

ur always be beside me,

im reali reali touched,

but,

i reali feel sorry to my self from giving me so much trouble,

and also giving u trouble,

dun worry,

if i got the chance i'll make up to u d,

muakz muakz!!

(^. -)

eye very pain,

gotta sleep,

nitex world!!!

What an unlucky week!!

Warh!!!

This week im so darn unlucky,

1st : my parents is getting ready 2 divorce

2nd : i juz got in an accident witch juz ruined my face

3rd : my dog Kiki juz passed away...kiki........

but,

although im in a such bad luck im still reali lucky to hav u,

my baby(violin,piano and guitar)

hahax...

but,

i nt reali lucky to hav my babies,

truly im reali lucky to hav my girlfriend,

my bibi, ( nt baby )

she keep's on motivate me,

making me feel that im nt alone (when im truly alone)

she was the 1st one i think when im in that accident,

warh,

she reali influence me alot,

and also changed me alot,

but,

in these month i made her cried so many times,

and make her sad so many times,

izit okay?

i reali feel bad about this,

haiz,

dun worry bibi,

i'll make up to u when im wound is recovered fully,

i'll made something out for u for no reson,

cause,

i love u so,

warh...

cant type much,

hand pain pain,

any ways,

bibi,

dun always worry about me kay?

i'll be worrying about u more,

muakz.....XOXO

lurp you...

Wuhuu!! Busy Days are over....Yeah!!

Warh!!!

alll the busy days over lurh!!

science fair we get 4th place 0oo..

actually can win d,

but,

i forgotten to intro the basic's

haiz,

but the most kesian wen thing is,

my bibi dint get any...

haiz,

she prepare so much for it,

and also alot of effort in it,

haiz,

Aiyo,

that's the past d lerh,

nvm bi,

there's always next year,

next year we win kay?

science fair finish le,

now juz left my moral folio.... =.= ... LAZY DO LURH!!!!

and also two weeks later d exam,

for the next exam,

i wan to score!!!

i wan to get good result!!!

i wan to get top 10!!!!

haiz,

hope can lerh,

nvm,

i'll try my best d,

Jason Chan Gambathene!!! ( ^ . - )

Bibi...

you also gambathe 0oo...

hehex,

warh so faz now july le,

this year time reali do flies,

maybe because too happy le,

hahax...

Oh ya,

yesterday my sis came back lurh,

dono izit a good thing or a bad thing,

hahax,

but,

i got a new wallet 0oo,

although its not white in colour but,

i still like black and green,

hahax,

luv it,

tomorrow im wearing full to school,

hahax,

i think it'll be very funny d,

cause so long dint wear d,

dono the pant's still can wear anot,

hahax,

i become fat le,

hahax

not fat lerh maybe juz become tall oni,

hahax,

tomorrow is me and my bibi's one month anniversary 0oo,

but,

i dono what to do wor,

i no plan,

haiz,

nvm,

im gona make a surprise for her,

so nw im gona go and think for something,

warh!!!

this year so special!!!!

lurp it!!!!!

Walao...y u?

Walao,

Yeoh Le Hong,

when u start to talk like me?

ur action,

ur way of talking,

its sumting like me,

walao,

i reali dono what to do any more,

no more plan's,

no more water for me to flow with,

i reali dun get ur blog and every word u type in it,

its soft and hard,

like the way i talk and the way i say things,

why god,

why?

why wan2 let me face this type of prob?

should i revenge?

should i say sorry again that and witch u dun wan?

should i dun care about u?

wat should i do?

wa!!!!!!!!!!

Juz woke up den got sumting with is hurting

Haiz,

Hong,

u commented on facebook,

on the video we once think that its our friendship line,

u commented but u deleted,

i dun knw why u deleted,

but,

i still can read it,

cause,

i got my mac,

u commented that "dun tambai lar...haha"

den the second one is the most hurting once,

"marcus he can cry d me???????????y i dunnoe d???????"

warh,

so darn hurting,

so,

in these words,

I found out that,

if u accept my apology,

we wont go back like last time,

and,

now ur challenging me,

so,

i accept ur challenge,

prepare to suffer,

these is the 1st time i wan2 revenge so badly,

dono why?

BUT,

i cant do it,

i cant break my principle,

all i can do nw is,

hold my anger and let u go,

but,

plz dun make me angry,

and plz i say plz dun go and bother my bibi and tudi,

dun make them worry about me,

Remember this Hong,

u dont knw what i'll do when im angry,

and i also dun knw what i'll be doing when im angry,

sry if i hurt u until ur face gone away,

sry.....

Bibi,

when im angry of hong again,

i'm not sure what im gona do,

so,

during that moment,

if i do anything wrong plz dun angry me kay?

all u need to remeber is that,

Jason Chan will love you now and always...

XOXO,

Mu....Mua...Muakz...

Cant sleep again...

Ahaiz...

cant sleep again lu,

Hong how come you change so much?

if u reali angry me u shouldn't show it out in facebook,

to get attention from other ppl and get other's to feel sorry for u,

if u reali angry about someone u wont do that,

u'll juz keep it in u,

and hoping that person will change,

but,

u knw wad u did?

u reali acted like a kid again,

i knw i keep on show offed in school alots,

but,

it hav turn into a style of mine,

so nw im gona change,

nt for u,

u dosen't deserve for me to do that,

ur noting,

ur juz a friend that i once think is the best,

but,

actualy ur long dead before i found out that ur dead,

i feel that i make alot off mistakes,

the biggest mistake is that,

helping u,

and the second biggest mistake is that,

i trusted u more den my bibi,

and lastly i reali regret that,

i teaches u so much,

and making u ........... ,

Haiz,

i reali dono wat should i do to u anymore...

should i say sorry to u again?

should i hit u in the face and asking u to wake up?

should i juz leave u and dun care about u?

Haiz,

so many choices,

Jason....

Wat should u do?

Think,

Dun regret doing this choice,

HONG I GOTTA FEELING THAT I WONT GIV U ANOTHER CHANCE AFTER MONDAY,

THAT'S A PROMISSE THAT JASON CHAN MADE TO HIM SELF....

bibi,

xoxo....Muakz,

thx for being beside me when i need you,

thx for caring me so much,

i reali love u so much,

u hav become a part of jason chan's life,

without u,

the decision that i reali cant make these few days,

i wont succes in any of them,

so thx again my beloved bibi,

Muakz.....

Conclusion Its My Fault.... Sry...

For the ever 1st time,

I Jason Chan cried and lay down my own principle in a day,

all is because of you(bibi),

tomorrow,

I'll say sorry to you(le hong),

and i'll never say anything or do anything or ask you anything anymore,

we'r still friends

we still can do and hang out but,

plz,

plz i say plz,

dun tell me any more secrets,

and plz,

dun ask for my help anymore,

i dun wan be stupid for so many times,

but,

if u dint accept my apology,

i wont angry u,

cause,

i knw that,

it's all my fault,

making u hated me for so long,

and thx for nt telling me,

and temaned me for so long,

reali thx,

althought i'm nt sure weather when is real when is fake,

but,

im sure that i hav a great time,

so hope u hav too,

and dun worry,

i wont say out our secret to other's,

that's a promiss Jason Chan made to u before,

and,

that's a promiss Jason Chan will keep,

SRY LE HONG

SRY BIBI

SRY TUDI

SRY KEAN HONG

SRY JIA EN

SRY EVERY ONE THAT I HAV ONCE SCOLDED YOUR ALL,

FROM TOMORROW ON WARDS

JASON CHAN WONT BE SCOLDING ANY ONE ANY MORE,

THAT'S A PROMISS TO MY SELF,

AND,

A PRINCIPLE TO MY SELF,

SRY......