Cant sleep again...

Ahaiz...

cant sleep again lu,

Hong how come you change so much?

if u reali angry me u shouldn't show it out in facebook,

to get attention from other ppl and get other's to feel sorry for u,

if u reali angry about someone u wont do that,

u'll juz keep it in u,

and hoping that person will change,

but,

u knw wad u did?

u reali acted like a kid again,

i knw i keep on show offed in school alots,

but,

it hav turn into a style of mine,

so nw im gona change,

nt for u,

u dosen't deserve for me to do that,

ur noting,

ur juz a friend that i once think is the best,

but,

actualy ur long dead before i found out that ur dead,

i feel that i make alot off mistakes,

the biggest mistake is that,

helping u,

and the second biggest mistake is that,

i trusted u more den my bibi,

and lastly i reali regret that,

i teaches u so much,

and making u ........... ,

Haiz,

i reali dono wat should i do to u anymore...

should i say sorry to u again?

should i hit u in the face and asking u to wake up?

should i juz leave u and dun care about u?

Haiz,

so many choices,

Jason....

Wat should u do?

Think,

Dun regret doing this choice,

HONG I GOTTA FEELING THAT I WONT GIV U ANOTHER CHANCE AFTER MONDAY,

THAT'S A PROMISSE THAT JASON CHAN MADE TO HIM SELF....

bibi,

xoxo....Muakz,

thx for being beside me when i need you,

thx for caring me so much,

i reali love u so much,

u hav become a part of jason chan's life,

without u,

the decision that i reali cant make these few days,

i wont succes in any of them,

so thx again my beloved bibi,

Muakz.....