Walao...y u?

Walao,

Yeoh Le Hong,

when u start to talk like me?

ur action,

ur way of talking,

its sumting like me,

walao,

i reali dono what to do any more,

no more plan's,

no more water for me to flow with,

i reali dun get ur blog and every word u type in it,

its soft and hard,

like the way i talk and the way i say things,

why god,

why?

why wan2 let me face this type of prob?

should i revenge?

should i say sorry again that and witch u dun wan?

should i dun care about u?

wat should i do?

wa!!!!!!!!!!

Juz woke up den got sumting with is hurting

Haiz,

Hong,

u commented on facebook,

on the video we once think that its our friendship line,

u commented but u deleted,

i dun knw why u deleted,

but,

i still can read it,

cause,

i got my mac,

u commented that "dun tambai lar...haha"

den the second one is the most hurting once,

"marcus he can cry d me???????????y i dunnoe d???????"

warh,

so darn hurting,

so,

in these words,

I found out that,

if u accept my apology,

we wont go back like last time,

and,

now ur challenging me,

so,

i accept ur challenge,

prepare to suffer,

these is the 1st time i wan2 revenge so badly,

dono why?

BUT,

i cant do it,

i cant break my principle,

all i can do nw is,

hold my anger and let u go,

but,

plz dun make me angry,

and plz i say plz dun go and bother my bibi and tudi,

dun make them worry about me,

Remember this Hong,

u dont knw what i'll do when im angry,

and i also dun knw what i'll be doing when im angry,

sry if i hurt u until ur face gone away,

sry.....

Bibi,

when im angry of hong again,

i'm not sure what im gona do,

so,

during that moment,

if i do anything wrong plz dun angry me kay?

all u need to remeber is that,

Jason Chan will love you now and always...

XOXO,

Mu....Mua...Muakz...

Cant sleep again...

Ahaiz...

cant sleep again lu,

Hong how come you change so much?

if u reali angry me u shouldn't show it out in facebook,

to get attention from other ppl and get other's to feel sorry for u,

if u reali angry about someone u wont do that,

u'll juz keep it in u,

and hoping that person will change,

but,

u knw wad u did?

u reali acted like a kid again,

i knw i keep on show offed in school alots,

but,

it hav turn into a style of mine,

so nw im gona change,

nt for u,

u dosen't deserve for me to do that,

ur noting,

ur juz a friend that i once think is the best,

but,

actualy ur long dead before i found out that ur dead,

i feel that i make alot off mistakes,

the biggest mistake is that,

helping u,

and the second biggest mistake is that,

i trusted u more den my bibi,

and lastly i reali regret that,

i teaches u so much,

and making u ........... ,

Haiz,

i reali dono wat should i do to u anymore...

should i say sorry to u again?

should i hit u in the face and asking u to wake up?

should i juz leave u and dun care about u?

Haiz,

so many choices,

Jason....

Wat should u do?

Think,

Dun regret doing this choice,

HONG I GOTTA FEELING THAT I WONT GIV U ANOTHER CHANCE AFTER MONDAY,

THAT'S A PROMISSE THAT JASON CHAN MADE TO HIM SELF....

bibi,

xoxo....Muakz,

thx for being beside me when i need you,

thx for caring me so much,

i reali love u so much,

u hav become a part of jason chan's life,

without u,

the decision that i reali cant make these few days,

i wont succes in any of them,

so thx again my beloved bibi,

Muakz.....

Conclusion Its My Fault.... Sry...

For the ever 1st time,

I Jason Chan cried and lay down my own principle in a day,

all is because of you(bibi),

tomorrow,

I'll say sorry to you(le hong),

and i'll never say anything or do anything or ask you anything anymore,

we'r still friends

we still can do and hang out but,

plz,

plz i say plz,

dun tell me any more secrets,

and plz,

dun ask for my help anymore,

i dun wan be stupid for so many times,

but,

if u dint accept my apology,

i wont angry u,

cause,

i knw that,

it's all my fault,

making u hated me for so long,

and thx for nt telling me,

and temaned me for so long,

reali thx,

althought i'm nt sure weather when is real when is fake,

but,

im sure that i hav a great time,

so hope u hav too,

and dun worry,

i wont say out our secret to other's,

that's a promiss Jason Chan made to u before,

and,

that's a promiss Jason Chan will keep,

SRY LE HONG

SRY BIBI

SRY TUDI

SRY KEAN HONG

SRY JIA EN

SRY EVERY ONE THAT I HAV ONCE SCOLDED YOUR ALL,

FROM TOMORROW ON WARDS

JASON CHAN WONT BE SCOLDING ANY ONE ANY MORE,

THAT'S A PROMISS TO MY SELF,

AND,

A PRINCIPLE TO MY SELF,

SRY......

Confused!!

Congratz you hav won,

you hav finally made me (Jason Chan) cry and feel reali sad,

now,

i reali dono what to do,

im nt that strong,

although i keep on smiling and happing these few days,

but,

actually im reali confuse,

i dono what should i do and should't do,

now these a big prob happened between us,

juz because a freind,

should i reali lay down my principle that i set for my self juz for u?

izit reali worth it?

i reali nt sure,

but,

your the 1st human being that was able to make me feel so down and sad,

so,

that's means that,

your the one,

i dun wan ur relationship ended because of a friend,

so,

why don't we dun care about it,

i promiss i'll control my self strongly,

i promiss i wont do anything that makes you worry again,

i promiss to make you happy,

i promiss that i wont do stupid things again,

....

dono what to say,

my laptop is currently wet,

my eyes are sore ,

im reali confuse...

oh plz...

make this pain go away!!!

Back!!! Busy Dayz!!!

Warh...

these few days so darn busy,

haiz,

there's so many thing's going on,

so many things go on until i could get in to sleep by sitting on the chair,

be cause of too busy and too tired i also missed the chance to teman my bibi,

it's like every day i juz like teman her 14 hour's a day,

den the rest,

im busy doing my stuff's,

like my science project's,

and sleeping,

haiz,

bibi sry that i dint teman you these few days,

hope you'll understand me lerh,

hehex,

i know you'll d lerh,

ur da best,

muakz....

Dun cry no more

Bibi,

I dun wan u cry for me le,

nw i juz noticed that,

if u cry because of me,

its because ur sad,

i wana you to be happy always,

i wish you can be happy and dun cry le,

im gona be beside u when u need me,

muakz...XOXO

You made my small heart feel strange!!

Warh,

after i juz finish reading your blog,

my heart feel strange,

maybe in your blog,

u said that,

you almost gona cry twice in a day,

and you get scolded by ur mom because of me,

of the evert 1st time,

a girl cry because of me,

but its a good cry lerh,

i feel so dam happy all the sudden,

i feel that now she love me more than i love her d arh,

haiz,

i tot i was gona love her more than she love me d,

but,

nvm,

im gona make my love to you is equal to your love to mine,

that's a promiss to you bibi,

the message you send for me before i go to fishing,

its reali long,

but,

it reali touched the bottom of my heart,

in the message,

you asked me to do alot of things,,

it feel like your my mom,

but,

when i read until the part u asked me to look at the star's before i sleep,

i'm reali touched,

and during at night,

the stars shine brightly in the sky,

and the stars is more than my hair,

while i was looking at it,

i was wandering,

are u also watching the sky wif me nw?

are you think of me nw?

warh,

that time i reali think alot,

so i had no choice,

i juz called you,

but when i call you,

u dint talk much,

den i ask u are you bzing?

den ur say that ur writing your blog about me,

warh,

that time i was reali eager wanting to see your blog,

but i dint bring my laptop,

so i had go and chat wif my dad,

therefore i had no choice i had so say good bye,

it was reali hurt when i said good bye,

dono why

so i quickly close the phone before i reali pain in the heart,

but after u said good night to me in the phone,

i feel more relif,

k lerh,

i wan2 go and eat d lerh,

ver very hungry after fishing,

hehex....

love you bi!!!!

muakz

Going To Fishing

Yeah!!!

later going to fishing lurh!!!

but,

although fishing is fun and all

but,

i dono whether there got any phone reception anot,

haiz,

if dun hav den i cant sms or call my bibi edi!!!

so,

hw i juz got 5 hour's left before going to fishing,

now i wan to teman her MAXIMUM,

if i dint do that,

im gona miss her,

den,

she's gona miss me too,

ahiz,

hope over there got reception lerh,

that's nt juz the prob,

im going back at sunday night,

so the next day got school,

haiz,

so darn boring,

dono wan go or nt,

NO!!!!

muz go,

i wana see my bibi,

and i bet she wana see me too,

but,

we cant do anything at school,

haiz,

cause those ppl keep on kacau and kepo,

zzz,

and also school time is school time lerh,

i reali hope that every one juz stop asking her am i her man or nt?

can they all juz use their eyes and see?

y need da ask when u already knw the answer?

lame ar....

haiz...

k lerh,

k lerh,

nw im going to teman my bibi edi,

or nt later no time d,

back in 2 days....

lurp you bi,

muakz....XOXO

What a steam day!

Today,

i went to hong's house to format his com and also see my bibi,

hehex,

but when i reach his house,

i found out that i brought the wrong disk,

zzz,

but any how,

i juz helped him to clean his com abit,

next time only go and help him format lerh,

aihz...

but juz nw i saw my bibi!!!

yeah!!

she called me out,

i tot she wana talk or something but,

it turn out that she wana go and find for dried leaves,

for her competition tomorrow,

GOOD LUCK BI!!

dear dear is always there for u d!!!

back to da topic!!

we went to pick some leaves on the ground in front of an indian uncles house,

that uncle dam cute,

keep on telling us that,

warh!! bagus bagus!!

dam funny lerh,

we are like MPSP,

zzz,

but,

its worth it,

i had fun,

nt hav fun picking the leaves,

but,

hav fun looking at her,

hehex,

after that we send her home,

den me and hong went to eat curry mee!!!

wuhuu!!!

but,

its close today!!

sob....

so we went to the malay do wen curry mee,

its nt that good actualy,

nt spicy and sweet at all,

but its ok lerh,

after that,

we went back to find bibi again,

she told me that she dont knw hw to do the tomato rose,

so i kinda teach her but,

i dint show her,

cause i also dun knw,

hehex,

so me and hong,

we cycle to da pasar near our school and get some more tomato for her,

cause,

PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT right?

after that i brought the tomato to her house,

i saw her bro and sis,

keep looking at me,

i'm kinda stress juz nw,

so i dint talk much,

juz said hi and bye,

hehex,

while the time passes by,

its already 7:30

so i gotta go home edi,

when i reach home i try to do the tomato rose but,

my house dun hav any tomato so i used some kiwi instead,

HOW NICE?? >>>>>>

i think that's all for today lerh,

BIBI tomorrow's competition jia you 0oo...

dear dear will surport you d!!!

and i'll be there watching also,

hehex....

Great afternoon-nt that good night

Yesterday afternoon and morning is a great day, but at night i wasn't,

Cause last night i went to tuition although im reali hungry and reali tired,

after the day,

Haiz,

that's nt all,

the worst is that,

my bibi told me that she been scold my her mum because of me,

i dono wad should i tell her,

wad should i advice her,

wad should i do,

because,

all her mother said those things is juz because her mother scared that she'll been tricked by me,

and aslo will interrupted her studies,

because the thing's her mum said is nt wrong,

therefore,

i cant do anyting about it,

the thing i can do is,

to ask her dun argue with her mother,

arguing wont solve anything,

that's why now we'r planing to study hard,

prove to her mom that we will get good grade's

nt juz because of her mom we gotta study

it also because of our future,

So,

sweet my bibi,

we muz pia together 0oo,

u muz teach me math's 0oo,

hehex,

den i'll also teach u bio, chemis, and also eng,

thats a promis to you

Yeah!!! Best Day ever!!!

Today,

It was the best day ever!!

i get to teman my bibi for so darn long,

although its not 24 hour or 16 or 12,

its juz for 6 hours,

although its short,

but,

i love and appreciated it ever moment i spend with her,

Today i also broke my personal own record!!

Wuhuhu!!!!

i once swore that i wont kiss a girl,

until i found the right one,

but,

today before she leaves,

i kissed her on the head,

so,

now in my heart,

she maybe is the right one,

beside's that,

i never hold a girls hand for so darn long,

but,

my hand can get sweaty reali fast,

so i need to wipe it,

but,

she dint take off her hand's and stop holding,

she dint care about my hand,

she juz keep on holding it,

And Today,

i also cooked a lunch for her,

but,

she ate d,

but nvm,

she still got eat abit,

hehex,

xi and hong,

said that its too salty,

but she said that,

its juz nice,

i dono izit reali nice or not also,

hope its reali nice lerh,

Warh,

I reali hope that,

[Today Never Ends]

so i can teaman her longer,

love her so darn much!!

For bibi : Muakz!! xoxo

Finally!!! This Day Have Come!!

Yeah!!! My Bibi and Tudi and also Hong is going to come to my house tomorrow!!! yeah!!! so darn happy!!! actually they wasn't going to come d... but... suddenly bibi's sis say bring hong and her come to my house...wohoohooo!!! So darn happy... So juz nw she was asking me to teach her cook...but wed should i teach her? Haiz... dun no lurh!! i knw hw to cook so many things... maybe i'll teach her how to cook my famous chicken... sure win d...hehex...Herm...if wana teach her cook i mar need to wake up early and go to buy things le...herm!! k lerh wake up at 6 30...den go buy the stuffs....On tomorrow!!! tomorrow!! i can play piano wif her le!!! so happy!!! On tomorrow tomorrow!! i can cook for her to eat le!!!! On tomorrow!! tomorrow!!! i get to see her le!!!! Yeah!!! hope tomorrow is the best day ever!!!

Just loving you

There's some where inside of me,

hidden right inside of my soul,

aint sure what is it,

some say its juz a emotion,

some say its juz a passion,

but i say its love,

love is happy,

fun, joyful, exciting,

but sometime's is freakingly hurt in the heart,

so,

if you know wads gona happen,

if it'll turn out bad,

den dun start!!

as for me,

i believe in first sight,

and also first impression,

i wana find a girl witch is simple,

nice, and also very funny

and nw i found her,

she's reali what i want,

is she it?

but we never fought,

we gt noting to fight for,

cause,

i'll forgive her,

and she'll forgive me too,

so,

wad if one day we fought?

wad will happen?

Aish!!!

dun think too much!!

go with Jason's Principle,

1. go with the flow

2. dun every lie to someone

3. respect other's choice

Juz follow my principle and everything will be juz alright.

now im nw small little heart,

there's someone in it,

i love her so darn much,

especially,

when she do somting stupit,

or somting cute,

she always make me laugh when im kinda down,

she'll be the one next to me when im Pek Cek,

so,

she's the one!!

no argument needed to prove it!!

i love her!!

by: jason chan

DONO WHY I WROTE THIS JUST FEELING LIKE WRITING IT (^ . -)

A day full with disappointment

Haiz....tomorrow Bibi cant come to my house again....zzz...same problem every time!!! "TRANSPORTATION PROBLEM" Reali Reali Reali Disappointed.... Haiz....Just if i got my own car den i dun need to keep begging my bro to fetch...and i dun need to help him do his stupit things that will waste my freaking time and effort and turn out noting....reali dislike it...i make me scold out vulgarizes when he say no...den after that he still wan me to help him download his stupit movie....walao....dono paise wen merh!!

Walao!!!! Pek Cek Arh!!!

Cant see my Bibi le...need to wait for another freaking week arh!!! stupit!!!!

My Memory's

Hi y'all...this is not my 1st blog but i still dont know hw to write a blog hehex....(all thx to my bibi) but actualy i reali lazy to type and edit and all...SERIOUSLY LAZY!!! But my bibi said that she gt a blog so because of her influence i also started to write one as well...

So,

Herm....where should i start my story and store it here in my memory's storage....Herm...ok why don't i start with [FIFA 2010] wuhu!!!!!! love it!!! last night i stay up late until 2:30 juz to watch the match between England and America and before my bibi sleep she said that she wana watch the football match wif me and dun let me feel lonely...Herm? i wish she could reali teman me watch Fifa so i can see her longer and i wont miss her while im watching the match...but seriously i rather teman her more than she teman me watch fifa!!! Cause i reali miss her!!! [STUPIT HOLIDAY!!! NO CAR] ....Haiz...so let me continue my story about fifa...as i was saying....before i watch it i tot that England will win 2:1 but eventually its juz 1:1 reali disappointed....Haiz....reali regret watching that match....

Afterthat goodnight sleep,

This morning when i woke up [ all thx to my cute little sis who wake me up from my sweet sweet dream] zzz ....(=.=).....so like every morning i will sms my bibi and ask her weather she wake up le mar? or sumting like that...hehex....warh!! she told me that she woke up at 9 edi wor....so today i guess im da pig pig...Today she reali pia her piano lesson wen songs...haiz... her piano teacher keep scolding her wen arh...[REMEMBER DUN GO TO HCL AND LEARN MUSIC THE TEACHER SUCKS]...hehex....but lucky she dint get scold today cause her teacher is kinda bz or sumting im nt sure...or maybe izit juz because i picked 3 piece of [4 leaf clover] for her...at starting i never thought i could find it but....dono why..when both of us find together time...my luck suddenly become reali good and i found a reali small wen at start den it goes bigger at the second wen and at the third the leaf is so big that it looks like a circle...dam cute!! Warh...i wish i can teman her every day every nite...and call her and stuff's now the only ting that's in our way is her family...haiz...nvm i believe that one day her family will accept me d...hehex.....Hope It can Come True lerh....

K lerh.... today my blog juz write until here lerh....Reali love her Design.....i'll never gona change it...... Love you 0oo my beloved bibi...