Confused!!

Congratz you hav won,

you hav finally made me (Jason Chan) cry and feel reali sad,

now,

i reali dono what to do,

im nt that strong,

although i keep on smiling and happing these few days,

but,

actually im reali confuse,

i dono what should i do and should't do,

now these a big prob happened between us,

juz because a freind,

should i reali lay down my principle that i set for my self juz for u?

izit reali worth it?

i reali nt sure,

but,

your the 1st human being that was able to make me feel so down and sad,

so,

that's means that,

your the one,

i dun wan ur relationship ended because of a friend,

so,

why don't we dun care about it,

i promiss i'll control my self strongly,

i promiss i wont do anything that makes you worry again,

i promiss to make you happy,

i promiss that i wont do stupid things again,

....

dono what to say,

my laptop is currently wet,

my eyes are sore ,

im reali confuse...

oh plz...

make this pain go away!!!